Remembering Ssamba and the Impact of ‘Fluttering Feelings’

February 20, 2018 was probably one of the saddest days for the Yuri community as a great artist passed away leaving us two beautiful characters but with an ending still remained uncertain until this very day.

It was really hard to believe that when Comico officially confirmed the passing of the Korean webtoon artist Ssamba due to cancer, everyone was in shock and it was a fact that people couldn’t swallow. Even I couldn’t believe it. A lot of my friends contacted me about it. I remember sobbing in a local pizza place after finding out about the news. It was really heartbreaking. She was gone too soon.

Fluttering Feelings is a webtoon with a very simple story. It tells the tale of two ordinary girls finding out their fluttering and lingering feelings for each other as days go by. Now with such a very simple plot, why is this GL webtoon so memorable?

For me, the webtoon had a very simple message to those who are reading it: Love will always find a way no matter what.

No matter how different you are, no matter what circumstances you’re going through, if you give your all, love will always finds its way.

The webtoon was ongoing during the hype of other GL series that were showing so much skin. Fluttering Feelings stood out from all of that due to how innocent and pure the story is. The characters are also very memorable. With the creator now passed, we will never know what the true ending of the series would’ve been. To be honest, the time when Ssamba was sick, the ending of the series didn’t matter anymore. I was only wishing for her to recover. But now she is no longer suffering and I guess that’s what matters now.

Thank you so much, Ssamba. A year has passed but that empty void still lingers sometimes when someone opens about Fluttering Feelings. However, we are very thankful that you have given us Seol-Ah and No-Rae. The story may be unfinished but your series will always be remembered forever. Your series will always (and always be) one of my favorite webtoons.

‘Fluttering Feelings’ Artist Ssamba Passes Away

The yuri fandom is saddened by the loss of a very talented Korean artist.

It was confirmed on February 20 that Ssamba, the artist of the GL webcomic series Fluttering Feelings has passed away after battling with cancer. This was confirmed in an official obituary published in the Comico website, where her webcomic is officially published.

Fluttering Feelings characters Seol-A and No Rae

Ssamba died at a young age of 33.

The artist’s last Instagram post dated back September 2017. Her previous posts shows some optimism giving fans hope that she will slowly recover.
Although her previous blog posts show some sadness, the later posts show some optimism telling fans they have nothing to worry about. Last October 9. 2016, a fan opened up a GoFundMe page as a way to help the artist to recover. The artist have heard of this and politely requested the page owner (and its generous donors) to not continue with the said online campaign but has assured her fans that she’s was still receiving treatment in the hospital at that time and appreciated the never ending support.
Translation of her Obituary page by Meow-chan (click to see full picture) 
Rest in Peace, Sssamba-nim. We will never forget you. Thank you giving us Fluttering Feelings especially the characters Seol-A and No Rae. 
Here is a picture of one of my favorite pictures from her Instagram account:
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Merry Christmas!



Oh wow how do I start this?

2016 was a year of ups and downs for me. Half of the year I was so motivated, inspired, and fearless,. Now all seemed to went downhill a bit but I’m doing everything I can to get back up again. Well, on one thing I’m still alive (hence this blog post hahaha).


Aside from being Christmas, the month of December marks The Lily Cat‘s first year. It has been amazing. Aside from writing yuri reviews and the related stuff here, I am also thankful to be acquainted with a lot of good people related to the Yuri fandom and community. 

I don’t want to make this very long but regardless of the hurdles I had to go through, I’m still thankful for all the good things that happened this year and I hope the next year would be better. From the bottom of my heart, I thank you dear reader for dropping by every now and then into this little sanctuary as I share my spazz, thoughts, and viewpoints related to the things that I love and what you love. 

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year to all!

With love, The Lily Cat.

*Fluttering Feelings|Ssamba

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Happy Halloween!

Fluttering Feelings Halloween Art by Ssamba! Click here for the source

Hello there guys! I would like to put some articles on hold for a bit and just take this opportunity to greet you all a Happy Halloween!

This blog was made December last year and it was just a few months ago when I decided to relaunch it and make this the place to share thoughts, opinions, news, and features on Yuri, Anime, video games, and so on. My love for my fandoms and writing have urged me to keep this going and I thank you guys for sticking around. Just after the relaunch, the site has reached around 10,000 views. Although Facebook has been a good platform to share what you want to share, I think putting everything in one place would be a good way to organize everything.

This blogsite may not be the best compared to other Yuri and subculture blogs, but I appreciate your comments, criticism, and encouragement that you guys write down here and in the Facebook page. These will really help me improve in my future articles. I may be very busy with my real life job but I do what I can to just keep writing and share great stuff to you as much as I can. Cheers and advance Happy Holidays to all!

Best Regards,

Rei Tsukikage (Serena Rei Martinez)

Sidenote

It feels so good that the Comico website and Facebook page have shared to us Ssamba’s Fluttering Feelings characters in a special Halloween-themed feature. I have high hopes that the artist will recover and I can’t wait to see her make more art in the future. In behalf of the many fans who follow you: Ssamba. FIGHTING!!

Comico’s Facebook Page Cover Photo for Halloween featuring the characters of Ssamba’s manwha, ‘Fluttering Feelings’


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Fan Opens GoFundMe Page to Support Ssamba’s Recovery – Updates

Last October 9. 2016, a fan of Ssamba’s manwha Fluttering Feelings opened up a GoFundMe page as a way to help the artist to recover. The page owner is identified as Halmoni Swag (from Los Angeles, CA). 

According to the page details, the money will be used to purchase Ssamba a new Cintiq Companion which costs around 1,500  USD as way to motivate her to recover and to make more art. The GoFundMe goal was set to 1,600 USD and the donations reached 1,665 USD in just two days.
The artist have heard of this and politely requested the page owner (and its generous donors) to not continue with the said online campaign and the Cintiq purchase. Ssamba has assured her fans that she’s still receiving treatment in the hospital and appreciates the never ending support.
Donors were given the option to refund their money or give their cash donations to Stand Up to Cancer. Click here for the GoFundMe Page link. You can also check on the screenshots below.
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